My secret's not here

last

2005-06-26T05:24:00.000-07:00

ok. this is my last post. dun really like this blogging thing. not really my thiing yup! bye

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2005-06-23T09:19:00.000-07:00

hi. i'm so tired but i'm not gonna sleep. thrs juz too many shows not to be missed. today sigh. i woke upat 8.30 to go to pao's hse to finish fiming. then ate breakfast and went home. then went to pasta fresca to sail back with two other people. and then went to tampinies with my frn and her bf. felt so third wheel. sigh. then bgt 45$ lycra rash guard. very big but i like it... oh well.. wht can i do... i always fall prey to this kinda stuff. sigh. ya... so i'm really tired.!!! and today while sailing baq thr was no wind so i had to pump all the way! now. my hands are juz pain i thin got blisters. but it felt good cuz like i managed to sail baq without any help :) oh well... gtg. bye!

BROKE$

2005-06-22T23:17:00.000-07:00

i am. BROKE. SO BROKE. i spent sooo much! i'm so broke. lets calculate. 71$ on gc tickets..22$ on tank tops. 20$ on movie tickets.40$ on a bag. 55$ on a t-shirt =208$ thats like almost all of my allowance! oh no. i have to stop spending. guess i should be glad that school's starting. and luckily i din't buy the 70$ rash guard today! today... i went to town to catch a movie and talking about how broke i was, ok am.yupz... tml morn i have filming! AGAIN! sigh.. yeh. and then i gotta sail the equiptment baq. tiring. uckily i've got firday free. my ONLY free day. sigh... i think out of 10 days during the hols. i only spent 2 days at home. sad case. sigh.. oh well... hey! i got a new phone. its kinda lyk my old phone. juz filped. ha.cuz my dad has this phone voucher that has to be used by the end of the onth and of coz they let me have it! haha. kiddin! yeh... so i have to go now. c ya! :)

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2005-06-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

today was another boring day. i'm feeling sleepy. today we had filmin i was so damn pms! so irritated den we ate lunch and talked a while. wow. my day was really boring huh? BORING! oh no.. i'm gonna slp alrdy.. bye

2005-06-20T23:12:00.000-07:00

i can't slp nowadays,wake up so damn early. today i woke up at 10! and. oh no, my grandma was admitted in hospital today morn she couldn't get up cuz her back hurt so they went and call the ambulance.ya, so after some slacking in the morn we went to visit her.and THEN we went to bugis to catch a preview of.. i can't rmb the name of the movie. but it was pretty boring. oh no! tml got filming again. i dun lyk it! nvm.. i'll suffer tml and wed i'm goin shopping! hey!! i got tickets to the GC concert!!! can't wait.hmm.. yup! c ya!

yawn

2005-06-19T22:38:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOSH! ystrday had racce... terrible... din't even finish one... today..oso nv finish.. haha.. so no money.. quite wasted actually... if i thought ablout it properly i would have raced properly... but today wind damn strong den SO fun... i used footstrap!!!! and my daggerbored while goin downwind was up... so it was lyk no resistence!! lyk flyin like that... i wonder how it would feel like plannin! eh... but i was the only gurl... so.. haha still got trophy. den we had dinner... the tiramisu nice man! uh-huh.. and then... we talked a while den went home... but the food not bad la.. erm... and then! its now.. ha! hmm.. tmr i still have to go stephs hse... but maybe not... cuz i'm feelin way too tired... nx wkend oso got race.. hope not like this wkend so malu... hmm... i wonder... can i do it... but actually this racec made me so much more confident. i was so worried before the race den after that... come to think of it, it was a good experience. hmm... tml... 6 goin bugis. i think got some kinda preview. dunno wht show... goin with my frnz and mums. hmm.. hey! i'm goin for the good charlotte concert! not bad ah! ha! but too bad i gotta pay it with my money. today! sigh wind damn nice... it never felt so nice goin downwind. its like if i was on the beach i would never dare to go out but NOW. i would LOVE to go out. sorry. i can't stop talking about it! i nd to find sth that makes me exicted in life... one day... hmm... maybe... ha. oh well.. bye! i nd my sleep..

hello!

2005-06-18T21:16:00.000-07:00

ha! its 9.12 in the morning. rise and shine! ystr.. i went for drums.and then i went to my mom's office chalet. my mum said she saw my frn there... thats why i always say s'pore is friggin SMALL. you can get from one end to another in less than an hour... tsk tsk..i've gotta go to the beach again. i don't wanna take part in the race... malu... sigh... i think my hair's a lot different. that's what ppl say anyway... i guess its betta huh? oh well.. oops... i betta go.. in a rush. BYE!

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2005-06-16T17:26:00.000-07:00

ha! i cut my hair today... till about 2+ and then i rushed home to eat and rushed to pao's house... so scary cyn and van was lyk looking at me until.... so scary... oh no... today someone told someone else about what should not have been told not to anyone! i'm having a headache... maybe i'll blog again later still can'tbelieve i'm doin this.. ha anyways... bye

llong day

2005-06-15T22:09:00.000-07:00

hmm... the day started off well, i woke up early, my mom was on leave so we went to town to catch mr and mrs smith, the movie was so-so:expected it to be better.then we went to topshop... i think i bought two tops from there and then we went plaza singapura, went to the flash and splash:spent a bomb.i think i bought too much man! i bought a new wallet again... hope no one steals it again.a bag, pretty small not sure if cn bring to school a top and also a pair of slippers i think den we ate at cafe cartel i think, so full! den we walked to my grandma's hse... sso near.
hmm... tml we have filming. and in the morning i'm gonna do my hair.. a bit worried though not sure how it will turn out... hmm wish me good luck... its been a busy week tata....

wadzup

2005-06-14T14:04:00.000-07:00

mmhmm... can you believe it? i'm trying to do my hw. i din't even knw we had homework!its alot.. and we got that chinese sewing thing! last night? oh... i went for a bbq... my stomach didn't hurt from juz being full, from laughing too much too... i feel like i'm eating like a pig nowadays. i just had pizza, i think 3 to 4 pieces... SO ful, den i went to let it all out haha... oh well... i'm a bit perplexed... i dunno if i wanna go baq to school or not.. hmm... oh well... juz enjoy i suppose

i'm back!

2005-06-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

yup,i'm back.and i'm not exactly tired.i woke up so early today! but i slept early ystr too... like around 8.. i wanna go catch a movie, but with whom? i feel like i need to do something, i'm not comfortable sitting and doing nothing... it ain't fun.thats weird.. i'm not like that i'd rather hv nth to do than something... eww.... WEIRD... see now i'm bored again.. i can't do this...its too hard.. sounds weird? its ok i'm juz talkig to my self... i lyk this phrase- i can't do this anymore it's too hard.. but you kw wht... i'm tired of giving up.. so i'm juz not gonna... i'm tired man! and i'm gonna say bye...

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2005-06-10T11:58:00.000-07:00

hey, its been a while huh?=) i'm juz really busy trying to get all thats left of my strengh left! i'm SO dark now!! and i am so tired!but it was an experence,it was exicting and i guess fun? man! i've got drums today!and i'm alrdy so damn tired.hmm oh well i can't even alk properly. nx wk i have filming i dun even knw if i can make it.. so busy!!! oh no... gtg.. c ya..

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2005-06-06T03:19:00.000-07:00

ok.. im dead beat. my back and sholders are aching.. i'm rotting in front of my com till time passes.i'm upset i maybe happy i'm having mixed emotions. i'm tired. i love tis i love that i hate this i hate that. i'm confussed. can i juz shout? i guess i'm tired of answering questions. can i juz not answer for once. i do not have an answer for once.i'm gonna be selfish for the rest of the hols.i'm gonna do wht i want i'm gonna shout when i want.it looks like its gonna rain.guess it matches my mood.when i find out what it is.we're greedy people. when we have what we ask for we want more.guess that means we'll never be satisfied.we should be happy with wht we have.think that's possible? try it. its proberly be the only way we'll all feel good about ourselves.great.i've complained enough now its time to reflect.tata.

busy day

2005-06-04T21:29:00.000-07:00

I am dead tired! and i mean it!! i had windsurfing today till about 5? and i drifted so far!! so tired... i was dreading today cause i like have not been windsurfing for a while (4 wks?). den andrew bombed us with the 2 weeks camp news! how am i gonna make it? i've gotta cancel so many things thus, i'm only goin for one week it'll proberly be fun though tough! why else do you have to wake up at 5 am in the morn to jog?? sigh.. pray for me!! hmm.. my friend's staying ova today.. so i guess i won't have to worry about dreaming about the impossible anymore! yeh.. see you in a weeks time.. dead or alive.. i don't know! i'm gonna be sleeping in hamoks nder no shelter and we're like waiting for a storm.. i'm so afraid!! wish me luck :)

my first time

2005-06-04T00:59:00.000-07:00

easy? what part of creating a blog is easy. actually i just wanted to try it out. Don't think i'll do it offen though, bloging. I can't say much about my day. Its been pretty good so far. I didn't actually have a morning today, slept through it. woke up and went to make my atm card that some asshole stole, AGAIN! and then, lets see. oh ya i was at home talking on the phone till 4! I was so late, i was supposed to meet gayu at plaza sing for my first drums lessons. it went well. the teacher was kinda fierce but it was "fun".at hm. which is proberly now... its back to boring life. its 12.54 exactly now. i know i have to sleep soon or i'll have no energy tomorrow.but i don't really wanna start dreaming about this that will juz never happen hence the word IMPOSSIBLE. the person who came out with the word must be a genius!

*Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship--never
*Nothing is lovely without love itself, and nothing is lovlier than love itself.
*The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more